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Author: Socketlike

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content/alone-and-quiet-and-stupid-and-boring.md

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 i know this list of excuses isn't enough to justify how terrible of a person i am.\
 if you have thought of me so, i just ask you to please forgive me. i'm sorry.
 
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content/evelyn-nightshade.md

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 but "nightshade" is deliberate. see [List of plants with symbolism, search "nightshade"](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_plants_with_symbolism) for more information.
 
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content/games.md

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   - stardew valley <span class="mutter">(my friend bought it for me! but it's boring to play alone..)</span>
 
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content/gender.md

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 <span class="mutter">connection terminated. you have been thoroughly roasted and cancelled on Twitter. try again next life.</span>
 
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@@ -19,7 +19,7 @@ my name is [evelyn nightshade](/evelyn-nightshade). if that's too long for you,
 
 - [that one loner and quiet and stupid and boring girl](/alone-and-quiet-and-stupid-and-boring) who longs for nothing more than companionship and peace
 
-i'm <span placeholder type="age"></span>. my pronouns are [she/her](/gender).
+i'm <span _special="age"></span>. my pronouns are [she/her](/gender).
 
 yes i do listen to [music](/music). [music](/music) is great! though my taste might not overlap with yours.
 

content/music.md

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 </p>
 
 ... ~~you can find them [here](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7Gfvs4A320zPRQG1DG51nx), on spotify.~~\
-<span class="mutter">(edit) i'm no longer using this playlist; i'm now making a playlist monthly to put stuff that i'm currently interested in since that's not possible with the current singular playlist approach</span>
+<span class="mutter">(edit) i'm no longer using this playlist; i'm now making a playlist monthly to put stuff that i'm currently interested in since that's not possible with the current singular playlist approach</span>\
+<span class="mutter">(edit 2) the giant list below has been purged in favor of the monthly playlists... it was too clunky</span>\
+<span class="mutter">(edit 3) there's a thingy on the right of the screen now that shows my current obsession!!</span>
 
-~~but if for some reason you don't wanna click on that link~~ here are some songs i like the most ~~in that playlist~~:
+## in 2026
 
-## by DIGITAL DESCENDANT ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/artist/7EQqyAUZByxMFtC0Nz88EV), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPa78LlIvBiDozF6iAuNPqg))
+i only started doing this monthly playlist thing in feb so there isn't a jan playlist TwT
 
-songs here are mostly from [nullscape](https://www.roblox.com/games/129279692364812/Nullscape) + [strafe](https://www.roblox.com/games/107205390939183/Strafe) with some stragglers from [highrise dnb](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Au6BD9-X5f8&list=PL7fquGI5OlN4SXkDDFKniRaabjPcB6QUw) and [electronic perfection](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oVsT1lVKQTo&list=PL7fquGI5OlN5MWrAxdwZDa_zMUEYyGBTS)
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-- concrete symphony ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/1mF7TCa11jvQcrASdOXgmE), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsVuv0xsaQg))
-- strafe ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/5n0gMPxCZeN47epAewBP41), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BM4lWMpc4-0))
-- kudzu nights ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/1u7SoSFWtFneuyYodp7UZ5), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UySxwco4EDs))
-- line of fire ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/0leLH8xZzWfJDdTYAloPz6), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1UiytkXuSFg))
-- dimension ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/7mwFVpn7uyI5rY0Y1Mmcic), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ah26atINtL8))
-- inescapable ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/67MQ7Dlea0nA0OhXA037yo), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJvGyJg6u4s))
-- fear of shadow ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/16muq1Tqq1GcpVeZgS5reZ), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6-p-r1k93iY))
-- paradox trip ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/285F3p7Y4RBOAIggf9zrpA), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdccWR8T1x4))
-- kick n' snare n' n' kick snare n' [[sic]](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sic) ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/2gyMvzm9SaTtJDPsYbuPAW), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iw8mVhrDhYk))
-- living metal ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/75xtXknFGQ5NlTP0D677mX), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oVsT1lVKQTo))
-- your new prison ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/72925UaY9bO7wMUl6fR6bP), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cfnhpbcgAV8))
-- a delightful new death ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/79RWhRpIx5L6GTYuR9jsO0), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IQI2l5E4g9E))
-- sunshine!!! ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/394s3DnQoE3Cca5ALMAbYD), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKE6k8XmDbk))
-- moonlight ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/6O9Nbq3F8DoTLNCImcFgIe), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygTvDZBgm-Y))
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-## by ivory / [ivoryTV](https://www.youtube.com/@MythrodakTV) / ivorycello / [ivoryfrill](https://www.youtube.com/@ivoryfrill) / [ivory soundtracks](https://www.youtube.com/@ivorysoundtracks980) / [MythrodakOST (dormant + don't call her by this name)](https://www.youtube.com/@mythrodakost5986)
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-songs here are mostly from the [whitepine series (you should watch whitepine it's crazy good i promise)](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLhc9ck0E4M_2_igR-fptg7NiD9tZg7fUY) + some videos from the [ivoryfrill channel](https://www.youtube.com/@ivoryfrill) + the rest is from ivory's older videos on her [ivoryTV](https://www.youtube.com/@MythrodakTV) channel.
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-- nettle tree ([spotify (unofficial reupload)](https://open.spotify.com/track/4AllGUcvEn26XkmpaQOYMe), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qse-2sGv9IU))
-- rumcherry ([spotify (unofficial reupload)](https://open.spotify.com/track/5IV3TZiGUazcmnn6NPYpsm), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wV39RYW9Nhw))
-- pignut hickory ([spotify (unofficial reupload)](https://open.spotify.com/track/6uT43X4jXhh1e8jmz4AWqX), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i3w9el4S54w))
-- pin oak ([spotify (unofficial reupload)](https://open.spotify.com/track/65jXAalN3FGtHyVLT5jj70), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A84JMfOG_Rg))
-- mountain ash ([spotify (unofficial reupload)](https://open.spotify.com/track/7od4EclQXFDmHhi5btAwac), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCxWLe8I6us))
-- synced up ([spotify (unofficial reupload)](https://open.spotify.com/track/5OjqsGegjkYRzpxH95Iab5), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMBGSjS38no))
-- the human exploit ([spotify (unofficial reupload)](https://open.spotify.com/track/3dIcMCye6LNW6gFXzjuV9Z), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQkhgEwNGBI))
-- soft elm ([spotify (unofficial reupload)](https://open.spotify.com/track/72ufZxSWBHmFnoHvMURsM9), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cN7-acKf9rk))
-- starfish ([spotify (unofficial upload)](https://open.spotify.com/track/71xlt0Fk4AbXk3xV088roE), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KuRnltq_Ts4))
-- psychophant ([spotify (unofficial reupload)](https://open.spotify.com/track/78DrQHgDnxIAHWXI7KOI5b), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqhJdxcjSy4))
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-## by Iglooghost ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/artist/7LCDnUQYE07fnKbo46SVLB), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCglyPpj2leAkI40GnG5yddA))
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-- pure grey circle ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/6a5pBhYATvDOFkSNk7xki4), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mlunO8DMMQw))
-- dewdrop signal ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/1rL4CPIr2Um35bF4ljM3er), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E95TMh772-w))
-- geo sprite exo ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/128Yqy6rXaNPQXpAJCiadI), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-D-Iz7rtBc))
-- sylph fossil ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/7mjqpvqJx68FS35V33fzoy), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A0_Y3z93xVI))
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-## by nicopatty ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/artist/3XvcSIeFlzkRTVGjGchOd3), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/@nicopatty))
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-- turbulence ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/4ODsMudbgZONmG6q2GYpVz), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ig_IPVHuMDY))
-- grand piano ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/06jzSCMLK5rHyDL2kGQnCn), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TDbbiLXYPLY))
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-## by others
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-the majority of these are from [regretevator](https://www.roblox.com/games/4972273297/Regretevator) + the rest are random stuff i found
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-there is one from block tales though
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-- dithered shores ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/5ANjGpK1768JncIm9A6BUw), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2McNQxgGnZY)) by Xploshi ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/artist/6qJ2E259NtR98v1OHBEfTF), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/@Xploshi))
-- rafflesia online ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/5ByNaNLNThAHXjQanON9eB), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1z4HCGhZCv4)) by Xploshi ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/artist/6qJ2E259NtR98v1OHBEfTF), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/@Xploshi))
-- locks ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/0DY8MPesSnZd31d7ESL8yn), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYY5EaEK4Hc)) by gabemtnz ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/artist/5ILfP4cKaKUz1RLGsCdItR), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/@gabemtnz4669))
-- concrete flood ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/3xx5MRCI0hHjFGFT1ps3Fw), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VPtL3k1Ed5E)) by GorillaWeb ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/artist/6fpFx6z9CGwncqrh0HvlCq), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnpPB7VM9_PcMz8FXw3flYQ))
-- vs him ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/0tZOSQ6geo5oyN1pZxRfFj), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oag-4kvETpA)) by GorillaWeb ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/artist/6fpFx6z9CGwncqrh0HvlCq), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnpPB7VM9_PcMz8FXw3flYQ))
-- express lane ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/0dm0KVSlg2mo2T2VrGKRvy), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YpGSLfGsxBc)) by GorillaWeb ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/artist/6fpFx6z9CGwncqrh0HvlCq), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnpPB7VM9_PcMz8FXw3flYQ))
-- ruined ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/0YI2ItvDM9ygwWtW8yd6pQ), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WCgf9H9WP_8)) by Ageless Muse ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/artist/28zRcmAer44ky1BVGpmlrJ), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOo5Zb7pfUKnvlaIsJqHlsw))
-- escape - alt. version ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/3Y8le2p8JmNsnUqY9SBjF4), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wm-xhdrRIU8)) by jacal ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/artist/1kgoGhvV1nEGVHFhY4VbcH), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMOS8CWbvUO8aW8A33Jz9LQ))
-- wasteland ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/3rF6JPHGnDf5fIQPqHW7U3), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mlJWzAOprrI)) by royal & the serpent ([youtube](https://www.youtube.com/@royalandtheserpent), [spotify](https://open.spotify.com/artist/64EHXDoln95lnccszdPum0))
-- i'm your captain now / the ancients ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/track/3kWVdohYldq6SR8Ue9e24T), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qkAsBU9ccUQ)) by the recovery system ([spotify](https://open.spotify.com/artist/5xHYErbgLqN8PAdEpptG62), [youtube](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKB09SvPjQBsgAHAZKWBQjQ))
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-## honorary mentions
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-not on spotify
-
-- [hatred (block tales) cover](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B2RkodVm3Ks) by [kirbcicle](https://www.youtube.com/@kirbcicle9527)
-- [seraphic takedown](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TY_GeniI7qU) by [nicopatty](https://www.youtube.com/@nicopatty)
-- [kerosene drifter (draft2)](https://discord.com/channels/306216790546055168/1417986712596119622/1418236319599038556) by Iglooghost ([discord](https://discord.gg/cyfk5Cv59q))
-- [cogito ergo sum ~ conviction](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbD2zkynxcc) by [FPLester](https://www.youtube.com/@FPLester)
-- [ultrasonic faith](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbsIbBnh0Sg) by [Phill C](https://philliscrezilez.bandcamp.com)
+- february: <https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3OY5u3W24rxFyl0nYJJePU>
+- march (current): <https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7lsy2iaGHx5ciFrLBU9tHT> 

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+# seeping through the crust + the seams of reality
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   <b>hi curious github user skimming through my page's source code</b>
   <br>
   this markdown document may not be displayed properly because i have added custom """formatting""" that regular or github markdown doesn't have
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   consider viewing this document on my github pages instead!
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-> <span modifier type="dialogue"></span> *i don't know!!! evie save me!!!!!!!*
+You were never supposed to go past the Walls
+I made for You
 
-dOES IT LOOK LIKE [-angry I KNOW????] go FIGURE IT OUT YOURSELF
+do You understand
 
-> <span modifier type="dialogue"></span> *what if i can't??*
+there was never a Reason for your Curiousness
+<br>
 
-i don't care! have fun .
+return to Me\
+for I shall guide You through
 
-<span class="mutter">
-check your URL.\
-if at first you don't URL, URL again.</span>
+<span class="mutter">connection terminated. reason: no such location ({pathname})</span>
 
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content/occasions.md

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 # some occasions in my life that i have decided to talk about
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